Me, is the title :)

Haram itu tak boleh indah sudah Tuhan jadikan kerna yang haram itu yang haram itu tak kena dgn fitrahmu bawa mudarat pada manusia tapi hairan engkau suka yang haram haram itu dosa ingkar pada Pencipta mengapa tidak kau ikut shj suruhannya mengapa dipilih jalan kemungkaran mungkar bersama syaitan yg pasti mahukan teman untuknya ke jahannam bukankah syurga yg kau mahukan ingatlah jika yang haram, halal bagimu yang dosa jadi biasa pasti hidupmu sengsara.. insaflah wahai manusia..

Titis air mata yang jatuh berlinang ini hanya mampu kurangkan rasa pedih di hati benar tapi ia belum tentu mampu memadam segala dosa2 lalu dosa ingkar pada arahan Tuhan dosa dgn manusia mulut bicara tanpa rasa manusia punya hati kotornya diri ini hingga gelapnya jiwa luar dlm sama tiada bandingnya apa ini yang kau katakan darjat sebagai hamba mata tidak kau jaga mulut tidak kau pelihara hati gelap tanpa cahaya apa yang kau lihat hanya masa depan yg kelam pekat apa yg kau rasa sedang mata hatimu buta apa yang kau ada hanya dosa yang bertimba-timba tidakkah kau rasa malu mengulang membuat dosa2 yang lalu hanya mereka yang angkuh membiar diri menjadi lusuh hati jadi keruh bertaubatlah wahai insan.

aku mencari tercari-cari jalan jalan keluar untuk semua semua masalah ini setiap hari aku mencuba setiap waktu aku terus mencuba setiap kalinya aku tewas tiap kali itu juga aku terus mencuba tiap kali aku jatuh tiap kali juga aku terus lagi mencuba tiap kali juga terjadi perkara yang sama rasa yang terbuku di hati tak siapa yang ketahui aku hanya mampu menyepi sendiri dgn masalah hati yg hanya ku temui jalan mati Ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini ku tahu banyak dosaku tapi bukan ini yang ku mahu yang ku mahu redha, kasih sayang dan cintaMu Ya Allah.. ampunilah dosa2ku

Control U urself are stronger than ur emotion.. Please.

tumpas jua akhirnya damn.....!!!!!

Please don't do this to urself remember u only get this once a life don't make urself upset n dissapointed please.

Recently, I just make friend with a chinese girl for me, she's perfect the way she talk chatting with her actually kind of interesting she has so many ideas she like about museums, history and also very good in art n culture I always said to her that she is multi-talented really, she's good I think I fall for her but, I know this feeling isn't possible I'm malay n she's chinese how can.. btw, it was really nice to meet u caren.. hope we can see each other again until we meet again eh..

I promise will change. This thing will never happen again. Totally.

I'm coming up only to hold you under I'm coming up only to show you wrong And to know you is hard we wonder To know you all wrong we were Really too late to call So we wait for morning to wake you That's all we got to know me as hardly golden Is to know me all wrong, they were At every occasion I'll be ready for the funeral Every occasion, once more, it's called the funeral Every occasion, know I'm ready for the funeral At every occasion, oh, one billion day funeral I'm coming up only to show you down For I'm coming up only to show you wrong To the outside the dead leaves, they're on the lawn Before they died, had trees to hang their hope And every occasion I'll be ready for the funeral And every occasion once more It's called the funeral And every occasion Oh, I'm ready for the funeral Every occasion Of one billion day funeral  I'm coming up only to pull you under I...

this thing is bullshit Why? It's not even 2 am why this thing happened? arghhhahhhhhhhhhh...!!!!!!!!!

and yes..I did it again that thing lahh.. I don't know dear future me please be remind if the clock shows 2 am in the morning just go to sleep eh otherwise bad thing will happen to u please.

done watching this 3..The Conjuring..best movie ever..for me lah..haha

assalamualaikum readers! this is going to be my last semester here actually hmm but thing here is already crazy u know I don't have enough money lah to pay my fees for this semester my PT has been hold for this semester this is due to my worst result last year these really challenge me lah I need to find work or job to do in order to get enough money even want to eat also need money what currently, i'm on diet just buy some food that I really need only urgh very suffer but the best thing happen to me instead u know I starting to appreciate a very little thing around me starting to look for opportunity to get free food like refreshments after program and so on, and this for me is good actually when u starting to appreciate all things around u it's good really good so, for those people who feels that they have enough money or rich enough to live remember this ur properties or money won't last forever or ur easiness won't remain forever so,...

still working on my latest writing on puisi 3 bahasa quite tough I also need to practice for my percussion show anyway, yesterday I feel so annoyed with this girl lah she already engaged but still she wanna text me I don't feel right and comfort boot this why she can't understand just go on la with ur life don't bother me.. urgghh..