Me, is the title :)

Today, I see u again at the corner of the class I couldn't say anything or mention anything Just went away from u.. I have feeling for U and this feeling is love.. I'm scared to tell U this feeling which I already keep it for a very long time.. I'm afraid that I'll lose U like I lose other person before.. don't worry, that is just my past now I'm alone seeing U everyday is enough for me.. I'm scared that Allah will punish me if I make any relationship outside of His way the only way that U can feel my love is true marriage.. I don't know Allah's plan for me but at least I have a chance to make it.. the rest, I'll leave it to Allah.. if we cannot make it together I hope that u'll meet a better person.. and I also hope that I'll meet a better person too.. this is my pray for you and this feeling is love...

owh Allah..I'm tired.. today really tired.. but not only today almost everyday I'm tired of ths world.. what should I do? owh Allah..never leave me alone never leave me.. I need you..in everyday of my life in every second of my breath.. please don't leave me Allah..

hanya satu yg tahu sedih itu apa.. hati.... aku biasa bsendirian tetapi Tuhan tetap kurniakan aku kawan agar hidupku ini berteman mbuatku ceria kala duka mbuatku tertawa kala hidup tak bmaya mbuatku gembira kala sedih mjadi peneman kala pedih biarku putus cinta dgn wanita tp ku xsgup putus hubungan dgn kawan biar tkadang rasa meluat dgn karenahnya tapi itulah yg mbuatkn kawan istimewa dlm hidup kita hari ini seorang lg kawan akn pergi meninggalkan aku pergi bhijrah memulakan hidup baru aku mula rasa sedih setelah sekian lama ku xpnah sedih begini semoga ku bjaya capai impian dan cita2mu kawanku biarpun luahan ini pasti tidak dapt kau baca dan tahu cukuplah sekadar Tuhan mberkati hidupmu kawanku dunia dn akhirat.. p/s gmbr skadar hiasan..nk cari gmbr yg feeling lonely, ini je yg jumpa..btw, I'm not gay..ok?hehe

I wanna ask her but right now, I'm not sure its a good time or not although she is one year older than me.. urghhh..don't know what to do this feeling is ridiculous..

arghh just played only one game tonight after made several saves I juz got injured again hampehh.. leg injury..maybe its my muscle suspected to be out for at least one week next game will be on 30th of July..wish me luck la then..haha

I love her and I do love her.. but she's already being with somebody else I know that and I realize that this love will never be a reality..

its been 5 days since I created this blog..!! wow..alhamdulillah.. actually ths blog will benefit me n others bcoz, here is the only place I can talk about my true feeling.. outside, people may see me as a very cheerful person but the feeling inside, people may not know if they know my true feeling I dont think they will ever be friend with me.. anyhow, at least I'm feeling better now bcoz I can take out all from my heart and put it here :-) lastly, don't forget.. life is tough..only the tough one can survive..assalamualaikum

dengan lafaz bismillah aku mulakan tulisan ini biarpun post pertama aku terlupa jelas menunjukkan diriku yg sering alpa maafkan aku Tuhan maafkan aku terlalu banyak dosa-dosaku yang entah akan diampunkan ataupun tidak rukun islamku semakin hari semakin tidak sempurna jadinya makin hari makin teruk jadinya solat entah ke mana puasa sudah 3 hari sangkut di pertengahannya akibat tak tertahan nafsu yg bergelojak hanya penyesalan yang memenuhi ruang kepala aku tahu ia salah tapi aku tetap tunduk dgn nafsu syaitan dlm diri apakah bala ini Ya Allah.. aku buntu buntu mengejar cintaMu Tuhan impianku untuk bertemu dgnMu di akhirat kelak mungkin hanya anganku semata..

ku bakal curahkan segala isi hatiku di sini kerna bagiku tiada insan yang memahami erti penderitaan yang ku harungi ketika ini bacalah tatapilah ia moga dapat dijadikan teladan dan pengajaran bagi mereka yang masih terang mata hatinya..